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发表于 2010-4-16 10:40:08
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He's going out with his new girlfriend tonight.
And suddenly I realize that it is so wrong to still live with him as we have already broke up.
I was daydreaming about some miracles, like in Samantha who, Tod finally fell in love with Samantha again. But this would never happen to me.
It has been two weeks, and every day when I see him in the other room I feel really painful.
He was talking with his new girlfriend on the phone, or chatting with her online, and I was staring at the outside trying to not hear his voice and wondering how worse this sound insulation could be.
He could walk away without a word, but I can't.
He could easily say, "see you tomorrow, I am not going home tonight," with a smile on his face, like I am a friend, or just a roommate.
And I have to reply "c ya tomorrow" pretending that I don't care a shit about him.
That's enough.
I don't want to pretend that I am okay. I am not. I am terrible.
I just wanna cry. |
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